Never looking back

it's been 2 years
since i've last woken up
i've been breathing but
i haven't been alive
i walk alone
looking for a sign
reading between the lines
but there's nothing there

and how does it feel
when you break me
when you see i'm not the same
how do you feel
when my face is blank
and i'm trying to shake away
the pain you bring me
the ache inside is never ending
and someday
i'm gunna get out of here
and i'm never looking back

i try to make
the best of every day
but all the things you say
they really get to me
you tear me down
telling me that i
am a waste of time
so why do i even try

and how does it feel
when you break me
when you see i'm not the same
how do you feel
when my face is blank
and i'm trying to shake away
the pain you bring me
the ache inside is never ending
and someday
i'm gunna get out of here
and i'm never looking back