Dear Grandma and Grandpa

Dear Grandma and Grandpa,

I had my band concert on June 2nd, and I wish you were here, but I kno you'll always be in my heart. We found Grandpa's trombone, Grandma, your dads. We;re gonna fix it up and I'm gonna play it. I know your proud of me for sticking to everything after whats happened, and I know you know, I Love you!! Grandpa, we did a musical, Alice in Wonderland. I didn't get the part I wanted, but I still had center stage parts. But i stuck to it even when I messed up. I still wish you were here. I can play an Irish song on the flute, and im proud of being Irish. Thank you, Grandpa for giving that to me. Oh how I wish i coulf hear both of your voices just one more time. It dosent matter what you say, I just want to hear it. I LOVE YOU!!!! A bunch. Even though I rarely said it, I still felt it. I can play a few songs on my guitar, Mad World by. Gary Jules, I'm yours by. Jason Mraz, just a dream by. Nelly. You probly dont know those songs though. Oh yeah! and the piano, I can, almost, play dontstop belivin' by. Journey. I dont know when we'll actually meet again, face to face, but for now this is pretty much all I can do. I have a secret, and i need help. I know that you wont judge, but I'm still scared that I might hurt myself really bad if I keep doing it. I cut myself. I try to stop, but it keeps comming back. Okay, I got alot out of my system now. Please please, try, to talk to me somehow. I need you bad right now!
-Miranda Hadix

(me) when i said i wanted 2 talk to them somehow, [this is freaky] but the night i wrote it. i woke up to movement at the edge of my bed, and i saw two figures standing there. i turned the light on and no one was there. I walked around the house, and everyone was asleep...... I think it was my grandparents, trying to say they were watching over me..