poem #16

I ran for miles in my life not knowing how to stop the ache
Didn't know how to stop this nightmare and be fully awake
Wish I was able to take back somethings that weren't said and were
Without your smile everything just looks like a blur
Without you the world I see is nothing more than a wasteland
Just wish I knew how much this pain would feel first hand
Now just wandering around not knowing what to do
Still can't stop thinking about you
All the memories I have of us
But none of it would really matter but to me nonetheless
Remember every little detail of the memories we share
Every happy moment is something I could never compare
I was truly happy with you
But now just feeling more than blue
Feeling empty, helpless and alone nothing I can do
My love for you grew but needed to stop from the beginning right away
Maybe I could still feel as if though everything is ok one day
Few words I will never stop saying in my mind to you
How much I truly still love you