Precious

Once upon ago, I made a change for myself
I made myself more friendly and open,
To others and myself

I am more Happy,
Not Emotionless

I am more Friendly,
Not always Angry

I am more Alive,
Not Half-dead

But... I have a gentle Heart,
Which means I am much more Vulnerable

Which means I will be triggered into Depression,
And when that happens

I think I am Useless and Worthless

For I do not want to be a Burden,
On those whom I care and love

I am also Glad,
That I made myself more who I am
And not a lifeless shell which is a human body.

But, I had also found a great reason to Continue,
What is it, you ask?

All of the people, which are all my Friends, at my “School”
They are what I call my, Precious Life-Lines.