Secret

I got a secret
But you gotta promise to keep it
Don't tell anyone
And don't say anything til' I'm done

I had this friend - we was more
But his heart I kinda tore
And this happend two times before
But I guess he didn't want it anymore

It's still my fault we don't even deal with one an other
I mean, how could we love each other?
When I though I loved an other?

It will never change
I'll always have this chain

I lost my best friend, the only thing that kept me alive
How can I live without him, and survive?