They said.

it's all in your head
they said, they said.
you'll feel okay again
they said, they said.

but i'm not feeling okay again
i don't remember the last time
i felt okay.
that's not okay.

take these pills
they urged, they urged
then you'll be happy again,
they said, they said.

i wont take your fucking pills
they'll just drain away who i am.
stop telling me what to do
i hear enough from the voices in my head.

how are you feeling now
they ask, they ask
you should be better now
they press, they press

no i am not better
i'm just getting worse
the voices scream, my head always hurts
the scars on my arms are getting bigger.

why are you not okay
they judge, they judge
there's something wrong with you
they scream, they scream

you're right, there's something wrong with me
it'd be better if i weren't here anymore
you'd be happy if i was gone
so here's my goodbye.

i was misunderstood
i cried, i cried,
we did the best we could,
they lied, they lied