Truth in My Reality

I never asked to do this.
I never really asked to be here.
My mind is lost in despair
Gripping form the truth and reality,
slipping between the two
falling deep in the ditch,
that I dug myself into.

Yet again I seen my life past me by
Glimpsing only what could of been
If I never did though things in regret
If I never stepped into your decision of choice.
If i never existed at all...
Your life would of been better off
with out me.