Where did it go

It stings, I know but I don't feel it
I see it running down my pale skin
Why can i not feel the pain
Why is everything numb

No tears, I know i shouldn't, but I do
No feeling, that's my reason anyway
Why do I not feel the pain
Why is nothing there

Cold indifference is what it's come to
Yearning for the care free days of long ago
Why do I not feel the pain
Where did it go