Lonely Lie

I will tell this lie, again and again
I'm better off alone
But only I really know
That I'm not.

I want this moment to share with someone
But I'll tell myself I don't need them
But that's a lie
I put on a play, a little scene in my mind
Wishing I had someone with me
But I keep telling myself I don't need that
And that I'm better off alone

I'm too stubborn and fearful
I've come to grip the fact that I'm lonely
But I won't dare tell I soul that I don't know
Until now

I'm tired of being lonely
I want for once for someone to hold me
I want to share the smallest moments with someone for once

But I'll keep telling myself I'm fine alone
No one will keep me warm when I'm cold
I'm to independent to be owned by anyone

But that's a lie...
And tonight is just one of those nights
When I feel alone...