she loves him still

Once a great couple,
Now a huge mess,
Full of misery, Hidden with and repressed,
She used to cry to him,
Her shoulder to lean on,
But hes not hers anymore,
Hes long gone.
He hates her now,
It kills her inside,
She knows its her fault,
That she hurt him with lies,
But now she wants him back,
She'll hide her desire until the sky fades black,
She wants him now,
Loves him more,
She needs him now,
More then before,
And she cries everynight,
Cries out her heart,
She knows they'll never be together,
only apart,
And now she sits,
Alone and afraid,
Praying again,
What shes already prayed.
So here she sits,
Wrapping these words in a whisper,
Trying to convince herself that it'll all get better.