A Winter's Hold

I see you looking into her eyes;
it reminds me of so many lies.
I’ve heard it all, one too many;
you stole it, even my humanity

They tell me I am cold,
But it was my heart you sold.
Every night I cry,
Away from the eyes that pry.

I want to know why,
Why do I love you still?
Every time I close my eyes,
I see a memory that lies.

You took her hand,
and took her near the stand.
“I love you” you muttered.
And believe me it left me guttered.

I thought I made you smile,
I thought I made your heart run a mile.
I thought I made your knees weak.
But most of all I thought you loved me with every peak.

Never mind, I will find it again.
A love so strong, you can’t write it in pen.
I tell myself everything’s going to be alright.
Hey, it just might?

I carry on and wipe those tears,
I try to live without any childish fears.
On Valentine’s Day you didn’t have any money;
you looked into my eyes and said “This is forever honey”

It was a promise you didn’t keep,
You tore my heart and through it to the heap.

I’m 19 now and it’s getting cold outside.
I’m sitting on a chair inside;
I watch the snow fall.
I hear a noise in the hall.

His hair is brown,
He never wears frown.
A plate in his hand,
A posture so perfect I cannot stand.

“I love you” He smiles, passing me the plate.
When I got a chance,
I took a glance.
A ring; an amazing hue of gold,

He took my hands in a hold,
“Marry me?” He asked in pleasure.
He looked at me as if I was his treasure.
“Yes!” I cried, not feeling any pressure.

Tears weld up in my eyes.
“Hey” He smiled. “There’s no need to cry”