Life of a cursed dream

You said I'll never make it
and right now it feels true
I keep telling myself I can
saying I can push through

but my doubts get the best
seems like I cant catch a break
I kept trying til theres none left
tears are comming I cant fake

now I sit here all on my own
wondering if I should keep on
chasing dreams I cant do alone
specialy when my hopes are gone

I reached out seeking advice
waiting afraid it'll only feel worse
maybe its me who needs to realise
not everything in life is cursed

Maybe it just seems to keep us afraid
to live life like our dreams
to take chances we keep delayed
maybe this is what life really means

now the question is should I go
or stay in my baby cradel
could I rise up from my low
and worry about everything later
worry about it tomorrow