Stress

Im so overwhelmed by the stress of life. It fustrates me to my maximum capacity and aches my soul like a raging tooth cativity. I wish this trauma just wouldnt couldnt happen to me. A constant reminder of what i am to be. Attempts made so i wont disappoint you or me. None triumph for hate in your eyes i still see. Just wish this anger could finally run its course and leave. But yet it remains comfortable and stay. So annoying of how my emotions it plays. Im up then down oh why wont it go away. This fustration, this hate, i must look at it everyday. Everytime i glance at a obstacle my way, im traumatized and paralyzed in this devastated state. For it seems its the actor and i am the stage. Forced to watch and witness its attempts my happiness it craves. Im so sick and tired of all this mess. Im in a constant state of anxiety and stress. Oh why must this i be a constant witness. Oh lord please take this pressure of my chest. Just a constant reminder of my desirable success.