Lying.

I'm sorry for getting into your life
I'm sorry for being flawed
I'm sorry I’m not perfect
I'm sorry I can deal with everyone at once
I'm sorry I’m a bitch
I'm sorry you can't deal with me
I'm sorry I always have to ditch
I'm sorry I’m not perfect as you see
I'm sorry but I’m just me
I'm sorry you couldn’t hat enough to love
I'm sorry you're self centered.
I'm sorry I ever tried
I'm sorry I ever wanted to be your friend
I'm sorry I bit my tongue
I'm sorry I’m not dealing with this shit anymore
I'm sorry but you're going to be alone
I'm sorry this isn’t 'fair'
I'm sorry you think that too
I'm sorry your words are mixed lies
I'm sorry you're a lie
I'm sorry you can't be you
I'm sorry I’m not you
I'm sorry I’m not there
I'm sorry you'll never care
I'm sorry for this message
the one you'll never see,
I slip a fake smile on next time I see you,
and you'll never know
because you don't care about anyone other than you
you don't know it though, still stuck in your little world
You don't know how much your voice, your lies anger me
Some days I’m about to snap
and your little pity act will shatter
Your true colors will leak out, those colors are black and white
same colors as me
Your programmed little mind will snap, no one will care
You'll be another broken little girl, who was never really there...
♠ ♠ ♠
So this is an old poem I wrote, but I kind of like it.