A Family That I Fear

Into my pillow I scream,
Tears streaming down my face.
Yet no one seems to hear me,
In this hateful place.

Staring at the cieling,
Thinking about the blade.
But a little voice inside me,
Says, "No, not today."

Today is just like the day before,
There's nothing left for me here.
The only thing behind my door,
Is a family that I fear.