Invisible.

I'm holding on to something invisible.
Something I know doesn't exist.

Love.

I keep holding on to a hope...But it's a hope that I'll never get.

Love... It's something I can never have.
I don't deserve it.
When I feel it come, It carries me away.
It just breaks me down and leaves me bleeding.
It's unfair.
Seeing friends and family members, oh so happy with boyfriends, girlfriends, whatever.
And then there's me: the loveless loser.
I don't deserve life anymore.
I don't deserve love.
I just don't deserve the pain.