When She is Upset

snake like
a strike
a bite
that stings my self esteem
attempt for love
no fun
no play
why should i even try
innocent toss
accidental hit
immature aggression
hurt feelings
...these are a few of the things I feel when I try to play with her when she is in a bad mood
puts me back in my old hole
it makes me want to cry
because I don't know how to bare my soul
"I'm okay"...I'm forced to lie
if you knew that
some things that you do
hurt my scarred heart
maybe once if you'd just play along
......maybe
...just maybe
you'd have some fun