Helpless

My bad thoughts leave me feeling alone
as helplessness takes over
i drown in my sorrows
the past still haunts me everyday
as i watch my future slowly slip away
cravin the feeling of my blade across my wrist as i watch the blood drip from my fingertips
wanting it badly
wishing i could
but knowing i cant cause ittll all just end
if i start i just wont stop knowing the end is so near knowing the day will just disappear
but ill wait for another day
i wish all my regrets and sorrows would go away so i could feel like id be fine
so thatd i could feel ok and all the bad thoughts would go away
but ill lay here on the floor and wait for sleep to take me away