Cry of Blue

Cold, bored, never satisfied.
Failed, I just feel for leaving.
No one appreciates it, no one remember it.
Just disappear, is that what you wish now?

You know me better than myself.
But I refuse to listen to your words.
By all means I’ve end up lost.
Is it possible to change at all? After so many failures, so many times of giving up?

Is desire for life strong enough?
To crawl up from the dirt time after time?
Guess there is only Self to blame.
Isn’t brave enough, nothing will do.

A burden to my nest, falling apart.
It won’t hold me any longer. It’s been there from the start.
The sadness is too heavy for it to carry.
Just fly don’t be scared.

Don’t know if there is a sky.
I can only explore the unknown.
Rather a broken wing than the disability to fly.
Just hope and reach for the future in sight.