Watery grave

Im lying in my watery grave,
Thinking so little of these empty days

As I close my eyes and try to think,
I remembered the days that you made me so sick

The hot colour of my blood, freely flows into my pool,
As i lay down here waiting for such a fool

Amazingly as you came closer to my final place,
All i could see was your pale, frail face

The change in you and the time it took,
almost made me take a few seconds to get a good look

The light is dimmer as my scars shine red,
indeed once again you lowered your head

I am proud of myself for standing tall,
Even though to others i should look fake and small

How such a simple matter can mean the world,
I took my chance and hope no trouble has occoured

I remember when you hit me once,
The pain was worse than this, it was a living hell

My skin looks aged with this water so cold,
as its dull and grey with the wrinkles entailed that look so old

I love you now,
More than i did before.

I feel so secure in your warm embrace
but time is up i see only your face

The clock is ticking the wheels are spinning
Not long now before im off to my heaven

A tear runs down the side of my face, i squeezed your hand
Not much could be seen except your small, secluded, empty space

I love you now but my time is done,
I hope you feel like you have won
I done this for you and also myself,
Together this war has ended aswell as a life.

The last off the blood runs through my veins as the pain inside
continues to burn away.

I close my eyes for a final time.
The breath has run short
My chest is now still

'I Love You FOrever And I Always Will'

Dont hate me for writing in a way .... everyone has a moment that they feel down and this was mine !