In reality

In your mind the counter is dirty,
in reality it is sparkling clean.

In your mind I am a mistake,
in reality I am just me.

In your mind I am a screw up,
but the truth is in reality I am trying:
trying to please you,
Giving up my only passion.

In your mind I am happy,
in reality, I am slipping.
Because I am not loved,
not even by my own mother.

In your mind you think you know me,
in reality you dont know a thing;
did you know my favorite color is purple?

In your mind you spoil me,
in reality you beat me emotionally
with your evil words.

In your mind I am just a mistake,
in reality I am me.

In your mind I am alive,
but in reality I am just another dead girl buried six feet under.