I'm So Sorry

I'm so sorry
I caused you harm
I didn't mean to
I'm screwed up

But that's no excuse

I didn't mean to
Make you cry, if you are
It's not my business
I didn't mean to

But that's no excuse

It's my fault
Not yours
I didn't want to get hurt
Or have you hurt

But that's no excuse

I'm numb again
Biting and scratching
Don't help at all
I want to feel something other than anger

But that's no excuse

I hope you read this
It comes from my heart
It shows how I'm feeling
It shows something that I need you to know

I'm so sorry.