Too much like you.
your the reason i dont believe in love.
no one answers my prayers from up above.
My dreams of love will never come true.
thanks to everything you put me through.
how can i move on and break this chain.
it isnt just dads blood that circulates through my veins.
unfortunally his is the kind that keeps me going.
but yours is the one that i regret showing.
I shouldnt have believed all the crap.
Feels like my face has been slapped.
why did it take so long to find out.
My brain just seems to shout.
telling me not to listen to your next letter.
I dont think this can get any better.
My whole life has been a lie.
do you know what it feels like to want to die?
all the coldness that is trapped inside me.
i only wish you would open your eyes and see.
the truth hurts more than anything.
all the lyrics i seem to sing.
why did i have to find out this way.
why didnt i listen in my younger days.
i was just to naive.
all you ever done was decieve.
how do u think it feels.
the feeling, mama, it kills.
the way my heart breaks.
it is just feeling with hate.
you wont ever know the feeling of it.
all the pounding seems to hit.
all i can say is i regret why i feel like this.
if i woulda just listened, it would hurt this bad.
you have no idea why it make me feel sad.
been lied to about everything by you.
what am i supposed to do.
so when i asked, you said you wouldnt send the letter.
i was wondering why it would be better.
mama, that wasnt the answer i needed.
not after all the pleading.
so i think its best if i leave with this.
i'm sorry for not being who you wanted me to be. sorry that i am not enough for u to reply to a question when i need it most. sorry that you walked out. you coulda had everything you wanted and u wasted it on sumthing that would never last. so seriously it was ur loss. you done it to yourself. this is hard for me to say, but i know that it has to be said. have to get this crap off my chest! im sorry that i wasnt enough for u to be happy with. srry that u left and we moved on to bigger and better stuff. but just know that i still love u. even if u didnt love me enough to stay. yes, i know u love me, but, you love the life without me more.
no one answers my prayers from up above.
My dreams of love will never come true.
thanks to everything you put me through.
how can i move on and break this chain.
it isnt just dads blood that circulates through my veins.
unfortunally his is the kind that keeps me going.
but yours is the one that i regret showing.
I shouldnt have believed all the crap.
Feels like my face has been slapped.
why did it take so long to find out.
My brain just seems to shout.
telling me not to listen to your next letter.
I dont think this can get any better.
My whole life has been a lie.
do you know what it feels like to want to die?
all the coldness that is trapped inside me.
i only wish you would open your eyes and see.
the truth hurts more than anything.
all the lyrics i seem to sing.
why did i have to find out this way.
why didnt i listen in my younger days.
i was just to naive.
all you ever done was decieve.
how do u think it feels.
the feeling, mama, it kills.
the way my heart breaks.
it is just feeling with hate.
you wont ever know the feeling of it.
all the pounding seems to hit.
all i can say is i regret why i feel like this.
if i woulda just listened, it would hurt this bad.
you have no idea why it make me feel sad.
been lied to about everything by you.
what am i supposed to do.
so when i asked, you said you wouldnt send the letter.
i was wondering why it would be better.
mama, that wasnt the answer i needed.
not after all the pleading.
so i think its best if i leave with this.
i'm sorry for not being who you wanted me to be. sorry that i am not enough for u to reply to a question when i need it most. sorry that you walked out. you coulda had everything you wanted and u wasted it on sumthing that would never last. so seriously it was ur loss. you done it to yourself. this is hard for me to say, but i know that it has to be said. have to get this crap off my chest! im sorry that i wasnt enough for u to be happy with. srry that u left and we moved on to bigger and better stuff. but just know that i still love u. even if u didnt love me enough to stay. yes, i know u love me, but, you love the life without me more.