What did I do to deserve this?

What did I ever do to deserve this?
I don't understand why you would do this to me?
Just can't comprehend why you did it so offensively.
Why did you have to be so insensitive and have me suffer your cruelity.

Was loving you wrong?
Wanting the best for you illegal?
Honestly caring for you unsettling?
Because if it was i apologize but I'm still in a state of bewilderment for your harmful actions.

All I did was love.
Hope for the best, beat all the rest, and together we shared the prize.
But I guess you lost interest, and I was confused,
For in your eyes I could see no lies, but your heart was hidden with the truth inside.

For I guess you were unhappy I wasn't enough.
I didn't satisfy your hunger, quench your thirst, ignite your fire, cool off your anxiety for you still left.
Leaving me to wonder why.

Having me to become questioning of my existence.
Planting a seed of doubt and despair wishing and praying that you would be there.
Wanting joy and happiness for you and I to share.
But when you left, you took all of it with you.
And left me in misery.
Left me sadness, gloom.
For there was no room for anything else.
After you promised never to hurt me.
Never to make me question why, you stil did the deed and hurt my soul deep inside.
For without you there's no more bliss.
And I just wanna know what I did to deserve this?