This isn't love!

You say those words and i fall apart.
How can you say that then break my heart?
If it were true then i wouldn't have these bruises on my arms.
You wouldn't be causing me this much harm.
I wouldn't be worried about you coming home everyday.
What am i supposed to say.
I can't make you stop no matter how hard i try.
I'm living a pathetic lie.
You come home with liquor on your breath.
Our love has nothing left.
You go out drinking with your pals.
Come home and my world starts to drown.
That candle-lit dinner was for our love.
But you came home and began to shove.
My head hit the wall as I fell to the ground.
You huffing was your only sound.
I try to get to my feet and walk out the door.
You grab my arm and throw me to the floor.
How can this keep happening to me.
Why is he so blind and cannot see?
The tears I cry are only ignored.
I cry out loud as he calls me a whore.
My whole world seems to crumble.
You use to be so humble.
My life has fallen out of reach of my finger tips.
Now i'm just being bruised and hit.
How did this come to be?
I just don't know what to believe.

Well, tonight when you get home.
You will find that i am gone.
The scars are buried in my skin.
Don't know how to begin.
The words you said are carved into my skin.
Your presence scrapes my body like tin.
I'm done with all these lies.
I'm tired of always wanting to die.
So, i wont look in my rear view mirror cause im leaving you behind.
Off to better things that I can call mine.