The Price

Teach me how to trust.
What makes you believe,
That I'm not filled with lust?
You have to much faith in your eyes.
How is it that my word,
Is just enough to satisfy?
You deserve what I can't give.
I'm so sick of the fights,
Over this lie I must live.
And love, I swear it's not your fault.
Or anything that you said or did.
The jealousy just hits me like assault.
Honestly, I'm only afraid.
And for their mistakes,
I have paid.