Bully

I have a bully
she's only mean to me
everyone thinks she's sweet and kind
but not me
she calls me names
she's says I'm fat and lame
she hits me
punches me
pulls my hair
She cuts me
she makes me feel so worthless
like I mean nothing to the world
like I'm somehow unimportant 
she makes me cry
makes me want to scream

but there's a secret
one you'll never know
I have a bully
that bully is me