I'll Never Be Okay
im fighting back the tears
as all the pain from these past few years
slides its way down my arms
I feel it now
the blood rushes out
My breathing ceases
I die without a sound
Just leave me here
To drown in fear
As you walk away
I beg you to stay
I can't deny
All that you've tried to hide
I forced myself to stay by your side
What did it get me?
NOTHING
It broke my heart
I sold my soul
These cuts won't close
It's time for somerthing to be exposed
THE TRUTH that's what I need
But all you give me is a seed
It's just guilt builing up inside me
I slice the anger out of me
This time it doesn't help
Now I feel nothing
You shake your head in distaste
Let's see how you like waking up
In your own grave
Struggling with my mind to say
I'll never be okay.
as all the pain from these past few years
slides its way down my arms
I feel it now
the blood rushes out
My breathing ceases
I die without a sound
Just leave me here
To drown in fear
As you walk away
I beg you to stay
I can't deny
All that you've tried to hide
I forced myself to stay by your side
What did it get me?
NOTHING
It broke my heart
I sold my soul
These cuts won't close
It's time for somerthing to be exposed
THE TRUTH that's what I need
But all you give me is a seed
It's just guilt builing up inside me
I slice the anger out of me
This time it doesn't help
Now I feel nothing
You shake your head in distaste
Let's see how you like waking up
In your own grave
Struggling with my mind to say
I'll never be okay.