they never loved her

She couldnt take it anymore
she thought they were friends
but she saw them drifting away
she had a new hobby - cutting
she didnt care if her parents saw
she just wanted to rid some pain
but the real pain just kept comiing back
as her friends kept returning
before abandoning her again
she was sick ofit
she knew they were up to no good
so she made new friends instead
made up of mainly lads
but she never really cared
because they actually stuck by her
but the others became jealous
and so those boys abandoned her too
she sat and cried in her bedroom
she took a knife
she wanted to cut some more
but this time she took it too far
you would have never realised how much she hated those girls
until she was dead on the bedroom floor