"He Will Not Return"

My head already knows what my heart won’t except.
I continue to question.
That twinge of hope, of love.
Holding on, so small, yet a tight grip.
He leaves me here alone.
Will he come back for me?
My jumbled head, causing me physical pain.
Knocking on an imaginary door.
Leaving me behind.
Is this home?
Saying he loves me.
Hope, holding on to a man who is already gone.
Will he come back for me?
One sided conversations.
A world apart.
Father’s are suppose to be by your side.
Wanting to believe the lies.
Not wanting to feel this way.
Will he come back for me?
My head already knows what my heart won’t except.
He will not return, not for me anyway.