This is heart break?

I wonder if it will always be like this...
The pain deep in my heart
The thoughts running through my head
So this is heart break?

A thousand tears have ran down my face
Each connected to thoughts of you
My pillow has been drowning for days
My body has been racked by multiple sobs
So this is heart break?

Your name passed through my lips hundreds of times
But never with this much grief
Or this much anger
You've left me here
My hear bruised
My body ready to break...
My ribs feel ready to crack
My head ready to explode...
So this is heart break?

I wonder how long this will last?
How long the pain will stay in my heart?
I cannot keep living like this
My heart has been shattered
My life changed...

Heart break can kill someone
Maybe it can do the same for me...

I'll stay in this bed crying
Until it does it's trick