one more slice

i can see the blood.....
dripping from my wounds,
i don't want to stop
this pain feels so good

my life is so fucked up
always having to hide
the feel of the blade
seems like my only escape

no one hears the tears i cry
they only see the happiness
no one sees the real me
all they see is fake

i know the pain is bad
but I'm already addicted
one more slice won't hurt
i know i already disappoint you

so what's the point in trying,
I'm a failure anyway
one more slice won't hurt........much