With Every Word

Every word that you say to me,
Brings me down, cant you see?

I walk my roads to take my way,
i cant talk about what you say.

For every light i pass by,
fades down and tries to die.

when your criticism comes to my ears,
it Fills my heart with such fake fears.

the Scars appear on my skin to bleed,
for the fears that you cause is surely the seed.

My aura is black for all that you say,
all you want is to have it your way.

beat me down till my mouth doesn't speak,
being emotionally killed is leaving me weak

my life is a lie with the mask i wear
leaving fake smiles, and I cant seem to swear

I am afraid to die, yet i bleed today,
for every day i don't, it seems to late.

So good bye my mother, i know you now,
you mind is numb and your mouth is foul.
your hands scar my own, nails digging in.
leaving me cowering deep in my sin . . .