Romance,Fantasy , ***ing around .

No way to put all these weird things into words.
I have absolutely no idea on how to go about these things i keep thinking .. & doing with you.
Sometimes i stay just to try and figure out this stuff.

Were just bestfriends but where adding benefits.
I've known you for 10 years.
I used to feel like this , just not with you.
Never ever thought this could be true.

i think were mostly just having fun ... fucking around.
but there's feelings i feel , I don't know about you.
I feel like your trustful & there for me.

Now i can get to knowing ,
if this is a romance, a fantasy or just us children fucking around.