Whos fight is this?

i don't know who battle this is i don't want it to be mine
i am just a boy ment to be a man before his time
im afraid of how this will change my life
just finding the way out searching for the sharpest knife
don't know who will miss me after i sacrafice it all
the world around me has started to fall
needing a way out has left me to desperate for a way
i just don't think thsi world is my place to stay
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Why is it that all my poems end up sounding kinda Dark? o.o anyway comments on how to make it sound better would be extremely helpfull thank you! chao for now!