Linger

I let myself go for i felt it was time
but it was my mistake, it was my crime
i know i'm still here to see what i've done
this pain and grief, i'll never outrun
i can feel myself linger; hovering in space
wishing i could've stopped; have the blood erased
there's no turning back, there's no where to go
my body lies dead in the blood reddened snow.