Until It's Over

you have changed.
you don't see it,
but i do.

i don't fucking understand you.
you'll hurt me,
but ask me why i'm crying.

do you like to see me struggle?
if i could only do this shit to you,
i bet you'd feel my fucking pain.

this is just a fucking phase.
i tell that to myself often,
but i dont see an end soon.

you hate that i walk away.
i only do it so that i dont snap.
but you kept fucking bending,
and im about to just break.

is this what you wanted us to be?
my scars won't go away.
the best i can do hold on,
and wait until its over.