Ultimate Knowing

It's dark and cold and nice out here
come join me
There's silver, black and shades of gray
what more is there?
Show me pillows and sheets or the floor or a wall
and I'm yours for tonight

Make me forget there are monsters out there
Give me a heady dose of amnesia - I need to lose me
From all I've done and all I've learned
I know my ultimate knowing
I'm my own worst enemy

I've been alone for far too long
come join me
I want something primal, basic, uncomplicated
what more is there?
Promise I won't draw blood when I bite you
I'm all yours tonight

Make me forget there are monsters out there
Give me a heady dose of amnesia - I need to lose me
From all I've done and all I've learned
I know my ultimate knowing
I'm my own worst nightmare

Chaos is my middle name
That's why no strings attached
Stubborn a little and ruthless all the way
Wouldn't hang around me if I weren't me
I need that mindless high, those thoughtless realms
Feel me, lover? Feel me?

'Cause from all I've done and all I've learned
I know my ultimate knowing
I'm my own catastrophe.