silence

so many thoughts in my head
they all collide and scatter again
i try to sort them out
to hear there true meanings
but all i can do
i wait for a pause
and scream for silence
for a moment
i get what i ask for
then all the thoughts come back
screaming now
trying to be heard above the rest
again i wait for the slightest pause
then scream with all i've got
SILENCE
a silent scream
and that's finally all i hear