Slipping away

Everything seems like its going so smoothly,
why does it feel like its all about to crash around me?
Why does it feel like hope is running away from me?

Smiling looking around doing my best,
wondering why this feeling
is creeping up on me.

Fear that it will all shatter,
like a mirror displaying everything so smoothly,
falling into shards cutting me open,

bloody hot tears
what a mess
why must it all crack, taking me with

Staring into this mirror,
heart beating, holding my breath.
waiting for hope to die away.