Love is Stronger then Suicide

Understand Im not someone who likes to cry
not someone who likes to lie
but I cry every night
and lie about my eternal fight

Understand you may cut and bleed
but you dont know my need
you've got your demons to slay
but its nothing like my way

I rock back and forth everyday
just to keep the pain at bay
but eventually no promise will matter to me
If blood is what I need to see

It's the need to die
everytime a tear slips and I begin to cry
you'll never know what runs through my head
while I lie awake writing in bed

Cry as I might
it wont end this fight
only the knife
will release my life

I may want to die
even when people ask why
at the moment I'd be fine
to just see one blood soaked line

No love is stronger then dying
yet people keep trying
but every love that you decide
can be stronger then suicide <3