Just A Test

Whenever your near, it’s hard for me to hear. Sometimes when your not watching, I even shed a tear. I’m distracted, distraught. Deep in my own treacherous thought. I ask myself why? Why? Why? Why don’t you see me how you once did? I tell myself your a frigid bat, but I choke on my own spat. I love you, and will always want the best. This is only an awful test. I keep my head high, pointed towards the sky and know I’m safe in your hands, God. For you always whisper, in my ear, when I’m shedding that tear, don’t give up, I’m here. Now, I cease to fear.