If you knew

If you knew… you would be here with me
If you knew… you would have never said goodbye
You promised me, we’d be together till the end of time
I trusted you,
If you knew… I believed while you deceived
When I looked into those dark brown eyes,
I thought they’d never tell me lies
Was I the fool for falling for you?
Or was it fate trying to come true
If you knew… I believed you,
When you said I loved you…
Was it out of habit?
If it was, I wish you hadn’t
I still shed a tear every now and then
If you knew, I still care
Some people wouldn’t even dare.
Do you still care?
If you knew… it’s hard to move on,
From someone you loved for months…
From someone you couldn’t live a second without…
Today, there is still that doubt.
If you knew… I’m thinking about you right now
The memories are slowly fading away, somehow
If you knew… you WERE my number one,
I put you on a pedestal and raised you high.
But that just lead to a goodbye…
Today, I look at you & still smile
I see you with her
& you have the biggest smile across you face
You may have replaced me
But I know,
NO ONE will replace you…
If only, YOU knew…