Broken Hearted

Callie lays back onto her bed and slowly drowns in her thoughts of the person she loves. This tight feeling in her chest hurts worse than ever. The breaking of a heart is worse than you can imagine. Tears just stream down her cheeks as she changes the song on her Ipod. Her thoughts begin to wonder. Wonder further into the darkness and away from reality. Depression is dark, not always but when you go down, its hard to get back up. Callie just feels like she is falling into a deeper hole. She doesn't know what to do anymore. She thinks and thinks and its driving her insane. Thoughts about her ex. She sits up on her bed and checks her facebook and stalks her ex's page. Then suddenly feels really depressed when she see's pictures of her ex. It jurts more. But why does she still love the person who broke her heart? Is she just foolish. And why won't she just tell her ex how much she really loves them. Maybe she just needs to give up. But maybe she just doesn't feel like there is closure. She just needs some closure. Before she falls deeper down the rabbit hole into the madness.