Now my poetry too!?

This is happening all over again
Its coming back stronger than its ever been
It already destroyed my art
And now im starting to hate the words straight from my heart
Every poem i ever write
While i sit here alone and crying at night
Is becoming uglier than i believe i look
Its like this is the end of my poetry book
But i dont want it to close just yet!
Unfortunately for me my path seems to already be set...
My music career is over and dead
My art and dream of being an artist were mislead
And now my writing and my poetry
Will never meet their destiny...
Im just so confused and this poem was so hard not to delete
But i just want to say i dont want the past to repeat...