Just something i made up after watching too much law and order, lol.

Sittin here,
nothings been the same.
SInce that night, that horrible night.
Blood,
Sweat,
tears,
A gun,
And pain.
Oh that searing pain as he raped me....
with each thrust it hurt even more....
I could barely walk.....
I had to pretend everything was fine for my mothers sake....
A fake smile as i go to school.
"yeah mom, love you too"
Getting up at 3am trying to silently hurl out the contents of my stomach....
I Take two ibuprofen then go to bed.....
Only to realize as i lay in bed, that i dont feel right.
Ive been gaining weight.... Im hungry all the time.... wierd cravings....
And occasionally... My stomach moves??
Could it be??
I hope not......