Brick Wall since 1998

Peice by peice the brick wall falls apart
The red brick wall used to be my heart
Number by number the level of pain rises
The counfusion I feel just always resizes
I want to scream out really loud
but what comes out is not a sound
I cant help but be scared
of where the winds will blow my body
Knowing You never cared
Words blowing around me your not sorry.