Words May Hurt But Silence Kills.

Sometimes silence hurts worse than words. Knowing that nothing can ever be alright. Something always ends up not enough for you. How can I choose between you two?
You never say, but your dirty looks and angry sneers are ten times worse than a disapproving comment.
Why is it when I think I've finally got it all figured out everything comes crashing down on me again??
I feel like I'm balancing the world on my shoulders and one wrong move, just one wrong shift and every single thing falls and my world is shattered into the ground once again.
I don't know how to handle the weight of everything . I can't let it all fall again, how many times can one person lose everything and still be okay?