I'm still out of luck

Well, I've never really had any luck
And it looks like I'm totally losing it now
But, no I'm not for sure totally stuck
Because now I know I could have stopped it

Well, how many people have heard
That there's just no love in life at all
And, how many people have learned
That it's gonna be all right for now

Even though I've been totally lost
There was an even more massive cost
And It's always been extremely special
To be someone's guardian angel

Well, I guess I have to suck it up
Because my time was already up
I've got something I have to do now
That makes you really want to scream out loud

Well, If only I were really lonely
Then I'd have nothing in this world to lose
And the world would be way better
And I'd be the world's best goal setter

Even though I'm so totally foolish
I see it's better than being so totally clueless
And I would change my life for anything
Because that would be life-saving
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These are lyrics I wrote when I was in a mental hospital. If you want to know why I was in one of those even if it isn't your business I will tell you. I was in there because I was being molested every night and I tried to kill my myself. You do not have to worry I am no longer suicidal and have not been molested since.