Hush Little baby

Hush little baby please don't cry
I wont Leave until the middle of the night,
But I want you to know that you don't mean a thing to me,

I'll put you in your crib,
So leave me alone,
The family shows up,
But I don't say a word,
About the bruises, They found upon your cheek.

Once they Leave I find my breath,
Your mother is angry so just get,
what you know, and your expecting next.

I hit your head against the wall,
The blood pours out,
I watch you cry and squirm,

Your crys of pain,
makes this all easy,
I smile as you scream
"Mommy please!"

I know you never felt any pain like this,
I click the gun, and I feel my tears.
sliding down my own sadistc face.

I drop the gun,
and the bullet sounds,
The pains not gone,
It is fully found

I fall to the floor and my head spins,
I watch as the darkness ascends,
"How could I ever do this to my kid?"